I'm falling apart to songs about hips and hearts.

i dont know whats wrong.

bleh. i'm so like... depressed. and i guess the above statement isnt all that true. its like all these things i have been putting up with for 13 years are crashing down on me.

-twiddles thumbs-

an update in the flaxingly fantastic fife fof faddie:

i dont feel like dealing with all of this confusion from fall out boy. the symbolic videos, the dead pete wentz, the arrested patrick, i just.... patooey. not now, ok fall out boy?

i'm going to a party tonight from midnight to 5 a.m. my first late night party. could be mass chaos. lets hope so.

hmm.... i'm slowly becoming arrogant i think. i'm not sure. i'm like closing myself off.... whatever. stupid self.

maddie out

Wa-hey Mr. Benzidrine!

YESH!!!!!

ok, SO Fall Out Boy is NOT splitting up!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAH! I've been like, depressed the last few days. and i feel like a weight has been lifted off of me! I know its crazy that a band would mean so much to me, but it does. so bleh. Its like, i'd listen to fall out boy all the time, because i love it, no matter what, but every time i turn it on, it makes me sad. so NOW, it can make me feel good again :D

I feel stupid. :L

.... Laaa D:

Excuse Me For A Moment...

...LAAAAAAAAAAAAA! D:

Mr. Benzidrine is gone for me

My happy mood,

she has left me :[

FIRST: I read that fall out boy is taking a 'break'. now, thats ok with me... but THEN i read 'we are basically done for the foreseeable future'

somebody please tell me what foreseeable foreseeable means. because when i read DONE, then FOR THE FUTURE... 

it makes me want to cry 

AND THEN: I started school today. yeah, i know its early, but we got out early may. anyway, 2 of my best friends left and its not the same. i really hate it. its freakin stupid idiocity.

Well howdy [:

Tis me, once again, sitting at home bored. Drinking starbucks! Well, they'res not much news, however, I got DELETED. Shyup D: AND I am still mad at Maddie. >:O So..yeah..AAAANYWAYS, I am dying my hair black again Dx Schoooools coming! Next week for me. What are MY worries? Well, getting lost, not being able to open my locker, not knowing anyone. D: Oh well, it's my next five years there, so I'll have to make myself enjoy it [: What about YOU? :D SMALLLLLLL WRITING! Biiiiiiig writing!